Help

Oh man, asking for help. For me it isn't easy, isn't easy at all. I'm learn how to ask for things I need and to change my intensity with that ask for the really important things. It's taken me two months to get my car fixed. Two months. Because I slink, I say it's no big deal. I feel like I don't deserve the help. I feel like I'm a bad person if I ask for me. But I did. And it made me sick. But maybe I can go to my favourite beach this weekend.