Things in the Mail!

I love love love getting "things" in the mail! Not bills, but fun things like my book order! I am waiting for a stack of books with baited breath! One of them, my therapist recommended. It is called "People of the Lie" - she says it is about my grandparents who were truly evil. You may think of that as a overstatement, but it is not. Every once in a while, something happens to make people evil. I would love to know what it is. Really I would. What made my grandpa a child molester? What made my grandmother stand by and watch? Why would these two people ridicule and taunt and laugh at their granddaughter? Why would these people lie? Lie about everything. Say terrible things about people I love just to get a rise out of me. It is that true evil does walk this Earth. We need to protect ourselves and our loved ones from it. As for my grandparents, I guess their punishment was living with each other for over 50 years in a completely loveless, tortures marriage. My grandfather died several years ago and my grandmother lives alone. I won't see her anymore. I don't need evil in my life. You may think this is cold or mean or that family or blood should come above all. I disagree. The last time I saw my grandmother was shortly after I had bought my Geo Tracker. She looked at me and looked at the car and said "Wow, how are you ever going to fit in such a small car?" with a smirk on her face. She laughed at me the one time I stood up to her for calling me ugly and fat. She doesn't deserve my love, she doesn't deserve my attention, she doesn't deserve my time. I would rather not have "evil" in my life - I have had to put up with it for too long.

I will let you guys know how the book is.....if it ever gets here! Oh, Mr Postman, can you see, if there's a package in your bag for me.....