Yup.

I'm going to do it. So it never happens to anyone else. They will attack me, they will call me insane. But I know my truth. And I know I was wronged. It's time to have my say. It's time to get my "sorry." Even if it's forced.

Trauma

I spend 90 minutes this morning reliving trauma. To take away its' sting. And I'm tired. And my cousin is dying. And I'm wondering a but of what good comes from completely tearing down your life to build it back up again. But there is good. 

Revenge

I talked with a friend today about revenge. It's a funny feeling. Society tells you to suck it up, to move on, that it's best to take the high road....but what if your anger is justified? In her case, it sure damn is. So, do you just wait for karma to do its' thing? And what if you don't believe in karma? Can revenge be a solution to a problem when your feelings are justified and fit the facts? Can revenge give you closure? Does it make you a bad person or jus ta person who finally stood up for themself?

Happiness

Happiness is not the baseline. Happiness is not where we always are. We need to talk more about that. We need to teach our kids that. We can't expect life to be always be happy and we need to accept that.