Saturday, July 30, 2022

Better Man

Wow, some people are so changeable. In less than 24 hours. But that's okay. It's probably for the best. I just wish my hopes weren't raised and then dashed. It's a lot on my little heart. Building walls back up. And remembering that hope can be dangerous.


I know I'm probably better off on my own

Than lovin’ a man who didn't know what he had when he had it

And I see the permanent damage you did to me

Never again, I just wish I could forget when it was magic

Sunday, July 24, 2022

Funeral

I'm planning a funeral. It's my last assignment in DBT before I have my final session in three weeks. It's not a funeral for someone...it's a funeral for the life I thought I would have. So many myths, so many hopes, so many unfulfilled expectations. I'm to put them to rest and move forward. They are easy to hold on to...I've carried them for 45 years. But the weight is too much. It's time for them to go.

Sunday, July 10, 2022

Do you really need love?

You needs love when you have lego. Am I right?